3 Nov 2010

hello my beautiful man. are you sleeping? are you restless? are you dreaming? god, do i just love your brain. and your soul. and your giant heart. it’s bigger than big. i just can’t even believe it. i’m baffled by it constantly. it’s like when we are told that space is infinite and we don’t even understand how heavy that is because we just can’t wrap our heads around something so huge. it’s like that. i am in awe of how you can sit on my floor at almost midnight… having woken up at 6 am, having worked hard at school until 6 pm, then coming home and having kissed and hugged and entertained me until this point… and how you can cry for me. you are crying because i miss you, and you still feel like you have to give. you just give and give and give and you don’t complain. you don’t even think about it. it doesn’t even occur to you how much you do and have done. you’re just good. and it literally takes my breath away. my heart quickens with my breathing and i’m just still but dizzy staring at your teary eyes. your beautiful brown eyes that i could stare into for days… you deserve this sleep more than anyone else i know. goodmorning taylor. i love you. your lacey

hello my beautiful man. are you sleeping? are you restless? are you dreaming?

god, do i just love your brain. and your soul. and your giant heart. it’s bigger than big. i just can’t even believe it. i’m baffled by it constantly. it’s like when we are told that space is infinite and we don’t even understand how heavy that is because we just can’t wrap our heads around something so huge. it’s like that.

i am in awe of how you can sit on my floor at almost midnight… having woken up at 6 am, having worked hard at school until 6 pm, then coming home and having kissed and hugged and entertained me until this point… and how you can cry for me. you are crying because i miss you, and you still feel like you have to give. you just give and give and give and you don’t complain. you don’t even think about it. it doesn’t even occur to you how much you do and have done. you’re just good. and it literally takes my breath away. my heart quickens with my breathing and i’m just still but dizzy staring at your teary eyes. your beautiful brown eyes that i could stare into for days…

you deserve this sleep more than anyone else i know.

goodmorning taylor.

i love you.

your lacey